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| There's this angry soul instil in my body nowaday. I dont understand. Is it because you're nt humble enough? Is it because you feel that it's too easy to accomplish a task, i take years to accomplish? PISSED all of a sudden, i need shopping therapy. I got myself a red fox jacket at 23bucks! so nice! I got myself a pair of slipper from NUM. =) LOVES purple! Anw, i found a studying partner who come from far =) So fun studying with my friends, common interest, common topic, thats hard to find since my interests is lke erm. i know you never understand, ga ca na. When the group gets bigger, i not affected, because, i know its never the same. The things we share, the joke we enjoy. The way you put me aside, this marks the end of everything. I cherish every moment of my life nowaday because I feel love every single day. | | |
| I feel lke sitting alone in the corner. I wish to be alone. The stress is like tidal waves, one after the other. Can you remove it? Every piece of my heart rip off in split seconds. I think every bit of things is affecting me. The time, the moment, the hand. I feel that I'm becoming crazy, I need a break, I need something that can lighten the load. *the glance of sun, make you feel that you have hope, but when you turn around. You will only realise that its pitch dark out there. | | |
| I managed to keep myself alive this week again. 5Tutorials a week, Lab report, presentation, rush tutorial, online assignments. Don't even try say "Like that only". Don't even say, your tutorial is even odd weeks what. You never know how rush and how hard this tutorials are. Have yet to check those stuffs for sep. really feel lke going oversea to take a breather. Life is seriously too stress in school. Facing tonnes and tonnes of work, my mind just tend to drift off. What if .. What if.. Who to ask my question? Who to help me? They will answer me if i were to ask but, i dont want to distract them too. Trying not be an annoyance. try my best to study by myself, read textbooks all that and figure out myself. Next week: Whats left over, 2 webcasts =( 2 geo readings =( 5Tutorials (even odd weeks) =( check SEP =) loves If its optional to be upset, then why am I feeling upset.
It feels the least when it hurts the most. | | |
| I don't know how to describe this type of stress nowaday. It like, I don't noe. never ending things. and..i dont noe why i'm so stress at this period. All my tests are over now. i can now do my tutorial lab with ease. but. i dont noe. Anw, too relieve this random stress, i bought myself a bag from Charles and Keith nearly buy another Guess wallet if my friends didnt stop me.. p/s: i think i'm really heartbroken. so much things to to do, so little time. so much things to say, no more time. | | |
| A short entry for my break at least. I finished 2 webcast today, thought i wanted to postpone my thermo lecture to tmr night, but just watched it. =( Bascially i finished what I was supposed to finish, except the next week tutorial which i be doing later, so much things, overload, but i find myself very efficient =) i actually finished all the webcast.. WAH! i'm amazing finally do things on time. But still got so much things to rush, geo proj, anw. i think engine module are heavy but no proj which i like. but lab which i dislike, next week lab is crazy. its the last crazy lab! 8 and 1 will be fine =) remind myself, one last time chiong for the lab. motivation. "motivation" anw, i cannot find a song i can repeat the whole night. boring. but i hearing akon-be with you now, yea. B with you. HAHA! not with wilbur. i think my bestfriend is influencing me GREATLY, i lost interests those chinese songs i always hear. I find it no life. and my korea songs ... one word. sian. i dont have time~ anywhere, upload some pics! from XY 20th bday! =) before MJ go army too =)  XY BDAY GIRL!  ARMY BOY
Where's RQ? anw, didnt manage to take her picture as usual, took the pic of our phone, so which one is mine? HAHA!  my bestfriends, always there when i needed them =) LOVES
p/s: i got this weird dream, communication thru BBcall causes it free. someone intend to call me.
my gastric is working up tonight, and I'm sure, i'm not getting any proper sleep today, cox its really painful nw. =( | | |
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